Grieving is good bc I’m actually accepting...
I’m not okay
I’m sad
Be sad
I want it to end
I want to be...
So this is grieving.
The worse feeling next to death over death beside yourself.
I’m angry because I have to let it burn inside and this time the candle has to burn out it’s own flame.
I hate love or anything that mirrors it’s existence... for the moment I want to remain distant
I’m trying to express myself but I’m getting shut out
I’m shutting myself out
I deleted your number but your still in my mind
I faced the reality but still saw you in my mind (in my dreams)
Let you go
Bye
leave
Go!
You were what I wanted from love
Now I’m left breathless
Careless
Empty
Why am I punished for trying to be there for you
That devil in you
I hate you
Only bc I loved you
Now you walk around like a dandelion
Making someone else’s wish come true
I wish you the worse
But it’s only bc im mad
Be well
I won’t hold on to this sadness
What can I do now?
Cope.
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