Anxiety
I have anxiety knowing that I don’t know.
The concept of 'The One' was certainty, false certainty, control of sexuality, so you could be the one and you too, it’s up to me and not you, how will I know, who can I trust?, scared to get hurt so I run. I try but I’m shy, reaching out makes me feel vulnerable like the games in my hands, I want you to take the lead but I’m scared to grab your hand, so I grab ahold to myself.

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